April 1st, 2010 - The Day of Diginity. Today I became intimately aware of the benevolent malevolence of the functioning universe and was amused in comfort that it truly existed. It's the evil that keeps the "Good" on the straight and narrow. I'm going to tell you that I have been tested in these past few days leading up to today. The major players in the Heavens now are Jupiter, Saturn, Uranus all in T square to Pluto. What does all this mean. Trouble in a hand basket rather a shopping cart. But it all comes down to the Disciplined vs. the Impulsive.
See that Void is always prevelant. Today's meditation : "As we play on violins, guitars, and pianos, so the Universe plays on Us", the Divine US. I was being tested in how I would transform a bad situation into one that's more favorable. By appling some originality to structure and living in faith to reap in abundance or atleast to breakeven. I didn't even realize it was a test so masterly crafted was my trial that I didn't divine the portent of the test and the timing of it until the last trail unveiled itself. Cancer in this case is a naughty nurse. I had to say no.
Maturity is a sobering thing. A little dry on the surface, arid infact. Then there's that juicy inner core and you know that the sacrifice and patience was all worth it. From Forty to Fourteen and back. Astrology keeps mystifying me. I'm eager to learn the Astronomy side of this careerfield for a clearer picture, yet even from where I stand the picture unfolds with clarity as long as you pay attention.
My sister Nalani is turning 35 today, April 2nd. The mediation: "By keeping alive to what is happening we live in the present". It's a call to consciousness. A call to responsibility of self, and those things that need to be attended to to endure one's growth, ones' evolution.
Birds fly... Fish swim... Man evolves